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Hilfe! Mein Herz, Es BrenntEverything I do, seems to disappoint you
Everything I say, just gets in my way
Every time it beats, it breaks away
Because it’s beating, still beating.
Beating for you
My heart it’s gone away
To a place where it can be
Kept so close
In every dose
Of love and your embrace
So write me a song
Sing me a sonnet
Let me lie, let me cry about it
Because my mind is lost
Yet my head is found
Why can’t, why can’t I
Hear the sound
Of your voice
Life without love takes more than it seems
To believe and to see so many different things
Life on the line, jagged and torn
My life the wreck, the awfully worn
Broken out, broken down
The mind overwhelms
The life I need to live
The life that ends
And I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you
Love you, love you, love you,
Love is you
Love was always you
Repeat it, replay it, say it again; say it again
It’s in my head, I need to let it out
Before it consumes, it consumes me
I Hope It Kills YouThe ship is sinking
The master falling to the depths
Life ever after is nothing
When you’re lost
Sailing through a sea of dreams
Watching ships burn as deeper
Into the uncharted lands
Seas aren’t of dreams,
But of the tears you’ve spilt
To get you where you are now
You need to lose to truly win
And first fail to succeed
We learn from our mistakes
So we don’t make them again
But you were never a mistake
Just out of time (out of time)
Taken away before it could grow
You see this as a mistake
Am I a mistake? (Mistake)
To you! (To you, only you)
The love you burnt from me
Am I enough to lose?
What next? How will this end?
With a knife in my back and a life that happened?
To live with it when it truly kills me
Is it killing you too? (Say it kills)
Forgiveness//RegretForgiveness//Regret - Return All Memories
I can’t believe all these mistakes I’ve made;
What could I have done to try and save,
Us from falling into the depths of despair?
To show you how much I truly do care,
Look you in the eyes and say those three words.
I love you so much, but I tried to reverse.
Please take this life, this life away from me;
I don’t deserve you that I finally see!
I’d trade my life for yours any day, any week.
My outlook on life is so awfully bleak,
I hate that I breathe and you gasp for your breath;
You say these are words; dear I’m waiting for death!
Now I’ve lost it all, I won’t get it back;
Now that my whole world has turned to black!
The darkness it’s taken me to where I’ll reside;
Sempiternal solitude to set my feelings aside,
Rid me of all the pain that I caused you, you changed;
Its my fault, how could I do it, I am to be blamed!
Please take this life, this lif
You Stupid Fucking WhoreSo hold me close don't ever let me go,
There are things I've been through you'll never know;
The hardship, the torment that was placed upon me,
There are things that have been done I don't want you to see.
I died one million times to get to where I am now,
I don't know what to do, but it'll work out somehow;
The life I once loved and cherished has fallen down,
I hope you are happy wearing your blackened crown.
Sitting on your black throne, sucking the love and life from us all!
But I'm telling you now, I'll fight for humanity I won't let us fall;
I will defeat you! I see the truth, the clarity in this world,
And you can't stop me you fucking ignorant girl.
So go ahead with your whorish games,
Just know I was the one that you betrayed;
So take back every little lie you've spilt,
And clear up your mess, and all of your filth.
The only part of humanity left in you,
Is the monster that manipulates you;
Now rip it out from your soul, toss it aside,
Let bygones be bygones, let this hate die!
I ripped out my heart and I presented it to you,
The pain that was caused, if only you knew;
Every second it beats, it grows that much stronger,
But when you left, it could beat no longer;
For all that was and will never again be,
It was beating for you, never for me.
So all I can do is live on so heartless,
Look at me now, look at this mess;
The mess that has become of me,
No reason to live no reason to be;
That heart that I gave you is no longer needed,
'Cause the life that I live is oh so conceded;
But all I can do is live on to be so numb,
But I hope that one day a time will come;
Where my heart it begins to beat again,
But for now I wait up until then;
In the hopes of finding a reason to be,
Perhaps that day's soon, we shall just wait and see.
I Never LeftYou said I walked away, but in truth I got closer to stay;
I'd never leave ill remain close by, upon me you can always rely;
I couldn't forget you, no matter how hard I try;
Because my life is entrapped within your actions,
To sit in the rain with the light's refractions;
A rainbow so beautiful and bright,
Much like you a unique and wonderful sight;
Burnt through into my retinas,
And I will never believe or let in the;
Demons bent on seeking revenge,
And with these fractures I must repair I must mend;
Ill deposit all my willpower firmly within your grasp,
Just don't leave me that is the most I can ask.
That's it I've fallen, my wings are clipped.
We lost all control, abandon all ships.
A captain always goes down with his ship,
And regrets all that caused it to capsize and to tip.
For he should have seen the dangers to come,
But in the end the lord death has won.
Emergency messages never make it as far,
To save them all from the utmost bazaar.
They die with honour, swords in their hands.
They listen and wait, for the devil's commands.
To play them out, with their final march and encore;
As their lives pass, they are nevermore.
You see me as someone strong,
A lion perhaps, you couldn't be more wrong;
But in the end you won't see the real me,
'Cos when you see it, you won't believe;
That a lion so brave and so bold,
Could ever be so depressed and alone.
It's impossible to see, the real truth in my eyes,
Through years of practice I master the disguise;
To stop you seeing my weaknesses within,
Cos you won't understand about what could have been.
It hurts to think or dare breathe the name,
but it happens every second, I live all the same;
I wasn't good enough, there is nothing I can do,
Can't you see I can never hate you;
the burning of the blinding rain,
That woefully relieves my pain.
The stake that pierces my blackened heart,
Will slowly and eventually tear me apart;
Where death is welcomed and life is a lie,
To be at peace and eventually die.
The End of Heartache
Taking a Leap of faith into the abyss of emotions, drowning in the love and crushing under the pressure of heartache; The kind of heartache that cannot be repaired with inane distractions, but by receiving the love you so desperately desire, grasping, embracing, holding tighter than anything you have ever held before, keeping it locked inside the heart you once had.
Sleep...I think purple bags are forming under my tired eyes
Where is the Sandman when you need him?
But its the fact that the world is crashing
Leaving me thrashing in insomnia over the cold bed sheets
When will my energy leap?
Thoughts crash together like a mosh pit...
What's wrong with----How's he----WHERE IS----GOD, JUST SLEEP ALREADY
Let the THOUGHTS... slip away
PLEASE, JUST SLEEP
just sleep, mind of mine
Markiplier - Draw My Life.Markiplier Draw My Life
“Hello Everybody! Markiplier here and thank you guys so much for being with me through a 1000 videos! It’s hard to even imagine how we’ve gotten from this point, and I REALLY wanted to do something special for the 1000 subscriber milestone, er, not a 1000 subscriber- 1000 VIDEO milestone, and, I think this video is really gonna explain to you guys how I got from point A to point B, and how YOU guys have helped change my life because, um, these things are really important to me because, they tell how I became the person that I am, and I really do appreciate you guys for sticking with me. So, HERE WE GO!!!”
“I was born on an island in the middle of the Pacific Ocean called O’ahu, which is the third largest island of Hawaii, and home to the city of Honolulu where I was born on a military base. My dad was a career army man, and he had been in the army 23 years before he retired, and appar
100 Reasons to Stay AliveCute animals that make you go, "Kawaii!"The part of the charger you put your foot on while you're derping on the laptop.Pencils so sharp you can possibly murder an undesirable specimen. (I don't suggest that, but you can.)Clear, blue skies.Putting on the headphones after a long day.Realizing you don't have any homework.The feeling of spring after winter."EMERGENCY MESSAGE: Due to extreme weather conditions, all school activities and administrative offices have been closed for today."Dry towels.Belting out your favorite song in the shower.Cute guys.Maybe cute girls.Or maybe both. I don't know your preferences.The sense of accomplishment.Looking in the mirror and trying out your "sexy" pose.Going on DeviantArt to find your messages chock-full of activity notifications.When you're in a radically good mood so you don't have a care in the world.Hilarious videos.Seeing a picture of something that doesn't usually have a face having a face.When your crush smiles at you.Being weird with your BF
Maybe This Is My Last GoodbyeI just have something to say and that is that I can not but
I have tried to get ahead for myself
But I can not
Every time I feel most miserable
Whenever I feel like not worth it to go ahead
I've tried everything
But they just look at me as a useless, stupid good for nothing like a monster
So to go ahead if, just they tell me my faults in the face
They say I have to open my wings and fly towards my destination where I belong
I try to fly, but my wings are broken
And without wings I can not fly to my destination, and if I not go to my destination I have nothing
And if I have nothing to go ahead
Maybe my destiny is in heaven, where there is no evil, sadness or mental illness
the process of editing yourselfpersonality mitosis;
millions of me scrapped
from the original piece.
the doubt is
you can see the
prepare to divide,
tomorrow you will have
persona, every iota that
was previously you is now
currently in the recycling bin,
ready to be created into new parts.
move to the poles
of the spindle.
nuclear envelope reform;
are you ready to be
here is your freshly-baked
fragment. the piece of soul
that has come straight from
the oven, steaming over with
and well, if it lets you down
tomorrow you can always
create a new one. there will be symptoms,
of course. you might feel empty.
not the normal empty, the
jaded and lonely kind of hollowness.
disassociation, of course.
you signed up for this, you must be willing
you put your soul
through the paper shredder,
you have to be willing to
decipher all the
She's Gone Forever... Male!Reader x Female!ReaderAN: ... Eha.. I dunno, but I NEED TO WRITE THIS OAO|l|
Right... So, just to let you guys know, the Female reader isn't really in this story '-' She's only mentioned in this story, but not exactly 'in' it Ha, that's what she said ;D I'm hoping I can think of more ideas so I can write more Female Reader x Male Reader short stories :>
Sorry if you don't like this >.< I just wanted to try it out ;u;
This is for two readers! 8D If you're the only person reading, then... I dunno, come up with a guy/girl name or someone you like :3
It was late night. Probably around 11/12-ish. At the back of an alley, there was shouting. The sound of a body hitting the pavement came afterwards.
"She's mine!" a gruff voiced hissed. "You lay your hands on her one more fucking time, I swear I will kill you without hesitation." He walked back in the building, slamming the door behind him.
Today My Hands Reek of Doctor Office SoapBecause I frantically washed my hands in the back room
Because I’m one anxious little fuck when it comes to needles and
Crying children in the hallways and rooms where the walls are paper thin
Because I nearly pass out when needles are stuck into my arm several times
Because no one can ever find a goddamned vein the first time
Trying to calm myself as the doctor comes back in and the first words out of my mouth are
“So what are some good anxiety medications these days?”
a letter to her My darling sunshine,
I know that we're about 1000 miles apart, but my heart feels tied to yours and I can't seem to let you go. My heart tells me that you're my soul mate, that you're my other half, that you're supposed to be loved by me and I by you. Age is just a number. I know that. In your Valentine's Day card, you told me to believe in us, to believe that one day we'll be together forever. I can't wait until that day!
Recently, you suggested we take a break because our distance is too big for you... I told you that'd be okay, I told you that I could wait for 4 more years (seeing as that's how many years of school I have left). You still call me your lovely pet names for me: Babe, darling, deary, and my favorite - your shooting star. You still tell me that you love me, and I tell you that I love you more. I do believe in us, I do believe that some day soon, we'll be together forever.
You, my dear, are my best friend... And I'm yours, you told me so yourself. I won't let you g
Out Of The Blue
I speak to you in love; I speak to you in truth,
You're the one thing I cant bare to lose;
You came into my life so spontaneously,
And I can't understand, why I love you deeply;
It's been so long since I've felt this way,
I guess it would happen again, what can I say.
You are amazing, a lot more than you see,
So so perfect, an excellence in humanity;
But you are so far away from me,
But in time we may finally be;
Together, forever, doing what we love,
What more can I ask for, it's what we love.
In the darkness you shine right through,
Breaking the borders that restrain you;
I see you're destined for greatness,
And to you I have to confess;
That you may have been here for not so long,
But I can see I don't want you gone;
Not now not ever, I need you with me,
We'll lie in the rain and sit by the sea;
Smiling so much, our happiness is bliss,
And hold our breath and embrace the kiss.
So remain amazing, you deserve the best,
I don't care what they say, fuck the rest.
Because when you smile
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